I have been sitting moping telling myself that I was ok and that I couldnt smile because stress... well it seems I was wrong. I was no smiling due to my heart being heavy with the feeling of giving up. This was until I felt the randomness of checking and updating my myspace that I had not been on in about a year. I also thought id check up on JJBee's profile and add her as a friend seeing as she is a dear friend of mine. upon my curioisty driven ways I read a few blogs of hers and realized... I had made a grave mistake. And so we come to the main point of this post.
Jewell,
I have been a bit blinded by a few things but I do believe my eyes have been opened and I have had a true smile out of pure happiness which has not happened in who knows how long so I do believe that I must admit that I know truly what made that smile appear upon my face. It was you and to know exactly that unlike many other experiences you truly had cared for me as I did for you and that I had been a fool for not accepting going out with you. I had not seen past a wall of past lies and fears veiling my eyes. But now that veil has been lifted and I see upon which I must talk to you as soon as I can..
~KC